Anyway, visited Williams yesterday. Pretty fun, though I was reminded exactly why I'm an idiot multiple times...
Still living primarily out of duffle bags. I did, however, finish unpacking my clothes, meaning that I've also finished going through my closet and bagging all the things that no longer fit / can't be fixed by tailoring / no longer want. I have to admit, it was pretty fun to go shopping in my closet and then have a over-sized fashion show for mom. In tops, I went from a size 16 to about a 10, depending on store, and in pants from a size 18 to a size 10. Aaand I've already gained three pounds since I've been back. I'm probably the only person who gains weight when the come home from college. >.>
I really want to know my grades, but I wont know until after May 22nd.
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Anyway, I'm very proud of my anthropology essay on yaoi manga. ...don't give me that look. It was intellectual, damn it. Basically, the premis of said essay ran as follows: how is it that the demographic in Japan most likely to read yaoi manga (female, late high school - college-aged) is also the demographic most likely to be intollerant of male-homosexuality? I agrue, among other things, that though the mechanics of the sex in the manga are gay, the relationship is more heterosexual than homosexual, and that the deletion of the female from the equation provides the female reader with an emotional catharsis of being able to step outside of her societally reenforced gender role and identify with the "seme" character as well as the "uke". I disagree with some pyschologists who say that yaoi represents the desire "to become", claiming that yaoi is the desire "to play" as in, to play out a role. I also look at the sexualities of yaoi readers and mangaka. ^_^
Final: Music Theory (Written)
Status: 2/3 complete. I almost lost this final yesterday when I unplugged my laptop from the wall, not knowing that the battery had completely shit the bed. The screen went black and I hadn't saved my final. Fortunately, for as much of a pain in the ass as Open Office is (oh how I long for MS Word), it recovered my document in its entirety. Working on the last section after this. I'm slightly amazed that the analysis of theme and several variations took me nearly four hours. I'm also surprised that my first instinct is to type variations with two r's even though by this point I'm well aware that it has only one. The other parts of the final, aural skills and keyboard proficency, were finished Tuesday and Thursday, respectively.
Final: Contemporary Chinese Fiction paper on difference between depictions of femininity by male and female authors
Status: So freaking close to being done. Just need to add in some references regarding Confucian values and then, after a proof-read, it's finished.
Final: Japanese
Status: My only exam will be taken Monday morning or afternoon, depending on if I want to sleep a little or not.
Final: Anthropology of Modern Japan paper re: attitudes towards male homosexuality in Japan vs the popularity of yaoi / shonnen-ai manga and anime.
Status: Not started. Will work on later today. I love this paper beyond reason. Using The Journal of Homosexuality, I plan on sighting that the demographic most disapproving of male homosexuality are late-high school to college-aged females-- the same demographic that widely reads yaoi and etc. Using this and other ethnographic field work (including a humors account of a male anthropologist going to a yaoi conn in Japan), I will agrue that the relations depicted in this yaoi text are not in fact homosexual despite the presence of homosexual sex. Rather, the presence of two male characters involved in a romantic relationship functions as a catharsis for women trapped within Japan's ridgid gender roles. That is to say, through the elimination of the female in these relationships, a female reader can identify with both the desiree (or uke) and the desirer (or seme), the later being a role which societal expectations often bar from women.
Cool, huh?
- Mood:
busy
What can I say? I've been busy. That, and no one reads this thing, anyway...
My classes this semester are wonderful. Anthroplogy of Modern Japan is a delight and Contemporary Chinese Fiction wound up being absolutely awesome. However, I can't wait to get out of here. Why? Living situation. Because of the filth and the absolutely inconsiderate behavoir.
At any rate, I went home last weekened and it was very lovely.
Watched the inauguration at home before I came back up. Listening to the man who spoke before Obama put a slight damper on my spirits. I could not believe he said the complete Our Father. Look, I understand the concept of separation of church and state is nothing but a myth we sometimes like to talk about in this country, but was that really necessary? Cue me griping about why we're still so far from achieving civil rights / gay rights / other sorts of rights... but Obama was fantastic. And Yo Yo Ma looked like he was having the time of his life playing that beautifully arranged version of the Shaker's Hymn with the other musicians.
We managed to rearrange the room in a way that allowed us to (finally!) unbunk the beds! It's a bit obnoxious, but at least I'm on the floor rather than up at the ceiling. I anticipate better night sleeps.
- Music:Gives You Hell | All American Rejects
First semester's grades were all in on the fifth of the month. It was a major relief to see that I managed to get an A- in Lipman's class, especially with its less than auspicious start. I wonder what my grade was on my final...
I got an A in Japanese, thank God, or otherwise I would have climbing the walls. Voice was also an A. It's still a strange feeling to be graded on something like that.
A- in Cultural Anthropology. Meh, whatever. I gained a lot of insights from that class, but on the whole I feel that the professor could have run the class more effectively; not having any tests or quizes (or really any collectable homework besides the occasional journals) beyond the midterm, ethnography paper, and final made me rather lax about it.
Math was a B+. I actually got a B+ in that shit-for-brains, "now how much is four divided by two?" class. I shoot kick myself in the ass. Really, I should. I blame the final project. It was a paper. A real paper, or so she specificed in her directions. Long story short, no outside research was allowed beyond what she had given us, and I had to write a ten page paper on a page and a half of information. I bull shat that thing like I've nothing I've ever done before. She was such a kind lady, but I have no idea what the point of that course was. Beyond me getting me my one necessary math credit.
So now I'm in J-term, which means unlimited free time save for my two non-credit courses twice a week, Reiki and lapidary / silversmithing. I finished my first ring last night. I still hate the stone I chose, but at the same time, it looks nice over all. I started cutting a new stone last night for a new idea I have. It's fun, but does a number on your skin.
I've come up with an idea regarding the sleeping situation. Because the damn heat is continuously blasting on my head, I'm going to sleep with my head at the foot of the bed every night and use an extra blanket as opposed to trying to untuck the other end of my quilt. I'm getting next to no sleep like this, not to mention being directly underneath the source of heat (why the fuck it's on the ceiling I'll never know), my eyes are dry like woah and my lips are cracked and bleeding. At least I have a plan. I just need to remember that I'd done that for when I climb down... bunk beds are such a bitch.
Unfortunately, due to car issues, Kate isn't coming up today, meaning I've got to occupy myself today. I think I'm going grab some lunch before heading to the library for a cup of coffee.
- Mood:
lethargic - Music:Midnight Radio | Hedwig and the Angry Inch
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First semester of college is complete. I finished my finals on Wednesday and went home late that night. I got to spend some time with Lindsay, which was wonderful and, of course, too short.
Attempted some Christmas shopping with Kate. It turned into quite the misadventure. First I-95 had a major delay, so we circumvented it via Route 1. We catch Route 9, but then that's closed due to a major accident. We wind up sitting in some parking lot, pouring over a map in hopes of finding away to bypass the accident. We'd already been driving for two hours at that point and quickly decide to scrap it. We wisely decide to scrap it and head back and stop at the first mall in the other direction-- which is, of course, an outdoor mall. Can we say cold?
Too lazy and disatisfied to type more.
In my dorm, we have twenty-four hour access to free coffee, hot-chocolate, a soft drink machine, milk, and cereal.
The library is now open twenty-four hours a day. There's free food and drink (including coffee) in the Info Commons from 9pm until 3pm.
While I can't say I'm not at all stressed, I'm enjoying myself. I've got a prime spot in the library. Comfortable love seat with an outlet behind it for my computer, a round table for my books and feet, all positioned right by a window looking into the Court.
My goal for today is to finish my final for Lipman's class. Originally, I wanted to have my math final done, but as I don't understand that stupid paper assignment what so ever, I have to wait until Monday so I can talk to Prof about it. I'm so ready to be done with that class.
Anthro final first draft is done; just need to proof-read it and then it'll be complete.
If I finish the Lipman paper today, then I can proof-read both on Sunday and then start studying for Japanese. I'll continue studying for Japanese on Monday, punctuated by going to the math Prof, then it's back to Japanese. I'll take the Japanese exam Tuesday morning, then spend the rest of the day working on the Math final. I hope to be done with finals no later than Wednesday night. I'll leave Thursday, but only after I'm done with my work-study shift.... what a bummer. Oh well.
If writing in actual Japanese characters weren't such a time comsuming process, I'd do it, but I have to be out the door in roughly a half hour. I'm going to get to Skinner ridiculously early, sit around, take the test, then have class. Lipman's giving a lecture today, so no Chinese Intellectuals class. Instead, I'll be meeting with my new Japanese tutor, Ruth. This is me, working on becoming a capable speaker of Japanese as soon as humanly possible.
Last night's rehearsal never got more than five minutes behind schedule. I have never experienced this phenomina before in my life. I'm sorely dissapointed that I didn't pursue one of the vocal groups this semster. Really, it's not fair to have auditions the very first week of school, when you're too busy worried about where you can get food and where you're classes will be to figure out which aria you'd like to audition with.
Speaking of singing, today if my informal, in-class recital for which I have not practiced whatsoever. It shouldn't be a big deal.
The moon is beautiful tonight, just the last sliver but incredibly bright nonetheless.
I took a prospective student around the campus today, which was fairly enjoyable. It would have been completely enjoyable had I not been exceedingly tired first from an ill-spent break and a long essay writing session at the library. Because, as my luck would have it, I realized that my last assignment for Lipman's class is due Tuesday instead of Thursday like normal. It's done now; all I have to do is proof read it, which I don't feel up to doing right now.
I slept from about 5pm to 6pm. ((go ji kara roku ji made nemashita.)) I kept waking up suddenly ever so often, so I'm a little edgy. I'm supposed to meet Alyssa at the library for Japanese studying.
I weigh 165.8 lbs today. I'm paranoid that when I get on the scale tomorrow, I'm going to see something like 167 because of the god damn brownie that my prospective student wanted to share with me. I need to at least be 130-something by the time the ConnetiCon comes around because, predictably, I caved and agreed to cosplay as Kyouya from Ouran. I probably should have gone to the gym today, but I'm just so damn tired...
And what's this with iTunes actually having a variety of j-rock? Mucc? Wow.
- Music:Ame no Orchestra | Mucc
Title: Here Comes the Flood
Rating: T
Summary: Based on Tyler Owen's cover of the song, "Here Comes the Flood." Wolfram was beautiful even on the precipice of battle, a gleaming, golden sacrifice that gave heart to his men and left Conrart sick to his stomach...
( Here Comes the Flood )
